HEY AGAIN!
I just figured that since the board has been so quiet and I have been unable to post anything......now that I can......I'm going for it!
I miss you all! I check in a lot but after so many tries to reply I kind of gave up but kept reading the posts when something new came on. However, it is working tonight.....I'm sparking on coffee as I just got back from a meeting and I am thrilled to finally get on here and be able to post.
Let's see........my house is crazy full......my neice and her two children moved in........my two teenage daughters live here too........me, and then my other neice moved in...........so.......there are SEVEN females living in my house and it is INTERESTING! :) Most days it is good, but many times it is crazy............packed full from front to back.......lots of emotions running rampant some days......and lots of laughter too! Never a dull moment here!
I am just living in the moment, trying to give back the help I was given when I needed a safe place to stay and trying to stay SANE! :) Easier said than done. Work keeps me busy and I attend a number of meetings to keep me living in the solution too. I feel blessed that I can help........and blessed that I know this won't be this way forever too! I have had no time to myself at home and that is not something that is not going to change anytime very soon......so I am dealing with it just as it is.
My grandkids come over on the weekends too........I am spending a ton of time with my family and I am actually really enjoying my life the way it is. My recovery has been kind of like a pendulum.........I swing totally in one direction and cover a lot of ground with one issue or area of my life and then swing back to another area of life that needs attention.......I am still trying to find balance.....it comes and goes!
Ok, let's see.......other than that.......just really feeling good physically, losing a little weight slowly but surely and getting back my energy that I seem to have lost for a long time. Life is good today and I am just going wherever it takes me! Hope to hear from you all soon! LOVE AND PEACE.........JUDY
Judy M
Review everything you've been taught. Discard anything that is an insult to your soul. And begin again. Walt Whitman