Moms Off Meth Message Board

i am at a breaking point in my life. meth is destroying everything that matters to me, yet i cant seem to leave it alone. i can for a couple of months but then right back to it. my husband and i use togeather i feel that he freaks out more so than me so my way of justifying it is i can do it he dosent have to it never works out that way. today is the end of a 3 day party, my husband is convinced that i am screwing around on him i am totally broke and my bills are now behind. oh god i struggle with this thisis definetly the hardest fight i have ever tried to fight. i am reaching out to mom cus inpatient isnt an option i am the mother of two boys ages 6 and 8. i am afraid that if something dosent change soon then my life will change in a bad way. please help me

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marti

Hi I hope I can give you some advice that helps. you have  made the first step and asked for help, now you need to find a 12 step meeting to go to . It doesn't matter if it is AA or NA, you need a meeting NOW. You have to have support to do this. There is always always out pateint treatment programs too. There are a lot of options, you did the right thing asking for help. Please keep coming back and let us know how you are doing.

You friend

Melony

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