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i had a horrible night

last night i had a horrible night, i was on one and started tripping out that the cops where coming to my house and arresting me and taking away my  ten month old daughter i was standing by room door gaurding it through out the whole night, when i finally did come out of it i realized that i dont want to be living like this,  i want to stop and i need to stop and not just because of my family but for myself . i need to be strong and stop making these stupid choices. i came to realize this morning that this is it . i want to stop.... i need alot of support and i thought this might be a good place to start.  i just need to ask does this feeling of wanting it ever go away?

Published Monday, March 31, 2008 7:12 AM by tawnya6707

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# re: i had a horrible night

Tuesday, April 01, 2008 6:07 AM by Judy
Good morning Tawny,
First of all, welcome to the message board.  You will find new friends here who care about you, have lived like you and who love being clean and sober and love helping others get out of the hell of active addiction.  I want you to know that we care about you and want the very best for you.  

First of all, yes the craving does go away and life without drugs and alcohol is not only possible, but also incredible.  THere is a lot of hope for you and everyone like us.  I would suggest first and foremost that you get out and get some help today.........treatment is available everywhere and there are a lot of people out there who can help you.  I know from my own personal experience that I cannot and do not want to do this alone.  Treatment will help you get through the withdrawal and the cravings and also help you work through a lot of crucial issues such as the pain and guilt of being an active addict.

If you can't get right into treatment, i would suggest you get to an AA or NA meeting immediately.  There are a lot of people there who have used like you, felt like you and know how to live clean and sober and can help you get there too.

Finally, I would suggest that you click on to the message board on your right of the main screen and start posting to women there.  There are a lot of women there who will support you through this and share their experiences with you on how they got clean and sober and how they are staying that way.  

We are friends here Tawny and while many of us have never met.........we still know each other and love and support each other here.  We are here for you and we care about you.  

YOu don't have to do this alone.  Please keep coming back and let us know how you are.  

Sending love and prayers from Iowa.  Judy

# re: i had a horrible night

Wednesday, April 02, 2008 10:55 AM by Haileehome
Hi Tawny,
Welcome to the boards. This is a great place to get support, advice and inspiration.  I will keep checking in on you and if I can do or say antyihg to help, please let me know!  

-Hailee

# re: i had a horrible night

Thursday, August 14, 2008 5:47 PM by Jen10
Hello -
I'm Jen from Sacramento, Ca and I am new to this forum. I tried to post this in the Introductions section but I kept getting a error.

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# re: i had a horrible night

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 9:23 AM by Judy
WOW, I sure hope someone checks this darn thing soon..........looks like our Dave did on the 23rd.  Jen........I hope you keep checking and coming back until our messsage board is fixed.........I am sorry that we were not around to 'greet you' like we always do when this is working.  I am going to start checking replies to the blogs now to see if anyone has answered.  I tried to start a new blog today but it wouldn't let me do that either.  Take care and check in soon.  Judy

# re: i had a horrible night

Tuesday, November 04, 2008 6:36 AM by jen
hey judy and everyone.  i have not been checking the blogs.  i miss hearing how everyone is doing.  i hope this gets fixed soon.  
jen

# re: i had a horrible night

Wednesday, November 12, 2008 2:39 PM by Judy
Hey Jen!

I'm SOOOOOOOO  Glad you logged back on.......I have been trying and know that Dave has been trying to get this thing fixed but it hasn't happened yet.  I miss everyone so much and can't open a new blog or reply to anyone on the message board or post a new message...I know everyone is frustrated as I am.  I miss you all and keep checking......someday soon we will all be talking again!!!!!

Love, Judy
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