i had a horrible night
last night i had a horrible night, i was on one and started tripping out that the cops where coming to my house and arresting me and taking away my ten month old daughter i was standing by room door gaurding it through out the whole night, when i finally did come out of it i realized that i dont want to be living like this, i want to stop and i need to stop and not just because of my family but for myself . i need to be strong and stop making these stupid choices. i came to realize this morning that this is it . i want to stop.... i need alot of support and i thought this might be a good place to start. i just need to ask does this feeling of wanting it ever go away?