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I WROTE THIS FOR JALEY

all the pain i feel
am i in hell?
  still?
no-one to blame
  but myself
who was to know
that your life would
be taken from you that way

i never should of left you
     there
but i never thought
your dad would be the death of
        you.
all this *&)$#% pain
it just wont go away
i never thought id lose you that way
i hope you wasnt scared GOD WAS THERE WASNT HE?

now your so far away
feeling no pain
wearing your wings
hopefully flying my way

im sorry that your
dad and i's addiction
 is to blame

i should of been there
for you......
im sorry the needle
came before you.

if i could, id bring you
back.. and let GOD take me.
i hope you can forgive me
for all the pain i caused u
in those 6 short months
that you lived.

it never should of happened
  .ecspecially to you.
i hate the fact that you
 had to go away- oh so far away
jaley im sorry i wasnt by your
side...
instead i was putting a needle
in my arm.
theres no one else to blame
for all this pain
 ill take the pain just
to remember you.
i miss you a million miles away
 jaley baby dont worry mommy
will be there with you one day.

AND I WONT HAVE A NEEDLE STICKIN
OUT OF MY ARM,
THAT I PROMISE YOU...
    I LOVE YOU...

 

 

Published Sunday, September 23, 2007 2:53 AM by peanut

Comments

# re: I WROTE THIS FOR JALEY

Monday, September 24, 2007 10:43 AM by Haileehome
WOW, very powerfull.  Thanks for sharing.  I read your words and I feel pain.  you are so brave to share.  THANKS

# re: I WROTE THIS FOR JALEY

Thursday, February 14, 2008 3:03 PM by jenninthe360
I am sooooooooo sorry for your loss! Very powerful words, I luv it! Thanks for sharing
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