Doubting new comer Is this For me?
Hello My name is Stephanie G, i'm 27 yrs old and i'm a meth addict. I'm desperate to find hope that i do have a chance to regain my happiness and freedom os living a normal life again. I see this organization is based mainly for people in iowa? but i still hope theres room for me somewhere. I am in san Antonio,Texas and i have lost my parental rights to my paternal grandmother and have been arrested for drug possesion and face imprisonment. I still am using and i have been in rehab twice but still with no luck i'm unsuccessful and alone. I dream of being the person my children think i am for they are still in denial that mommy's a failure.Madeleine Star is 9 yrs old, Madison Skye is 7 yrs old and my only son Mason Storm is 5 yrs old. I can only say that the will and the dream is in me but here in S.A there isn't many places that really give you the help you need to REMAIN drug free! I am so sadd for women that are all alone in this crazy world that have also lost or are losing their kids and noone cares.In jail i realized that all of us in there had been severly abused as children. and in there the only form of counseling was maybe if you were lucky you got to speak with a church lady.That was it, Oh and yeah any kind of medication you could get your hands on. They would give you anything as long as you said you had reason you got it. So i was taking about15 pills but no counseling or support groups for personal growth. so how can i help my fellow S.A women????